Look, my baby is so cute. Among other babies, still my baby is very cute. She was the fattest, had the brightest skin, and the plumpest of all. I really don’t want to leave this baby room. I can’t wait to even want to fondle her at my house later.

I am a housewife whose husband just left me 3 months ago, therefore I feel very lonely. I honestly don’t want to remarry because of the trauma from the violence that happened to me. Therefore, let my child treat my feelings of boredom that arise from loneliness. I really can’t wait for the appointed time to bring her home.

Every day I visited the hospital, I saw her with my emotion. I can’t believe that soon I will be able to carry my child. I didn’t think how much it would cost to raise my daughter later. I can start a business by opening a small shack or at least working with other people. Everything I did for the sake of making my daughter happy.

Time passed. Until the time comes when I can really bring my child home. Thank you! I carried her from the hospital in tears on the way home. If anyone asks, why am I so happy compared to other mothers who are also allowed to bring their children from the hospital? Because my child will heal my traumatic feelings for what my late husband had done. I even hate to remember what he had done while living for even 1 year of marriage. Moreover, I was in the period after my husband left me was an empty atmosphere. That’s right, I’m alone, my whole family died when a great earthquake rocked the city a few years ago.

But now the little one’s presence in my house brings new hope for my life in the next future. My happiness actually increased when I saw her smiling slightly at me in between her sleep. She hasn’t even cried like the other babies since I took her from the hospital to my house.

I then talked to my daughter even though I was actually talking to myself.

My baby, look at your cute face from now on I don’t care.

I don’t care how I am in right now.

I don’t care even if you will trouble me later.

And I also don’t care if tonight the hospital gets into a chaos because a parent has lost their baby.

I just do not care…